Wednesday, February 25, 2009
because i'm really soooo goddamn bored:
check out my new blog!
http://yaplog.jp/anustes/
but seriously, i SHOULD be studying for SAD now X_X
my new blog is currently empty though, except for my profile & the 100 questionaire thingy which i answered :P
but really, i gotta return to the sea of SAD mugging T_T
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Life as a yaoi fangirl sucks when you see tragedy endings everywhere -_-"
and i had the lame luck of watching 2 on the same night -_-"
by the time i finished the 2nd one, i totally wanted to cry outta exasperation already…
like for both i had not expected this kinda ending…well i wouldnt have watched if i knew the ending was sad because i'm one hell of a sucker for HAPPY endings.
the 2nd one i watched was this:
Some parts are just so sweet ^^ but its really distracting to know that the subs are VERY inaccurate, judging by what i'm hearing X_X and sometimes theres no subs even! -_-" whoever did such a pathetic job of subbing the movie is probably out to annoy those who cant understand japanese -_-
my favorite scene from the movie is the 1st scene, which is shown in the top part of the 1st pic i posted above *o* they're holding hands & Noeru looks totally pretty *o*
but this Kotani guy who acted as Mamiya…he gives me this scrawny feel -_-"
thank god Noeru's hot enough though ^^
now allow me to bitch about the bad parts of this movie.
- awkard acting, especially during the crying parts. yea they're definitely howling with sadness, but not a single tear O_O eye drops would have come in handy…
- Noeru seems to have all sorts of physical contact with everyone else, all except for Mamiya -_- cant they throw in a few scenes of the both of them, just to please yaoi fangirls?
- not to say getting stabbed wont be fatal, but they could have at least added in scenes of Mamiya rushing Noeru to the hospital or something. throughout the beach scene at the end i kept thinking that this is just so damn lame. maybe Noeru just lost consciousness after being stabbed but didnt die? or at least he might have survived if they brought him to the hospital instead of the sea -_-
and whats with yaoi movies/dramas ALWAYS ending up in tragedy?
frankly speaking, i'm still feeling bitter over Renai Shindan's 2 yaoi stories -_- tragedy endings for both -_-"
all these tragedy endings make me wanna swear my love to Ai no Kotodama & watch it once everyday m(_ _)m
plus, i love both the actors (Hidenori especially *o*)
`_________2/24/2009 10:12:00 pm__________
Sunday, February 22, 2009
i'm soooo looking at Genki (the man above) in a whole new light XD
or rather, i'll be listening to VanessA's songs in a whole new manner of appreciation XD
and thats because hes the vocalist of VanessA ^^
i've liked VanessA since their debut release, but i've never really bothered checking up on the members (which isnt strange considering how outdated i am where VK boys are concerned, though i'm not outdated where releases are concerned) :P
on his blog, theres this questionaire he did where he answered 100 questions.
apparently, most of his answers are kinda screwed XD but thats not really a new thing where VK boys are concerned XD
but his answer to the last question is the total win m(_ _)m
Q.100 最後に一言 (A final word)
死んだように生きるか。生きているうちに死ぬか。(Are we living like we're dead? Or have we died while living?)
`_________2/22/2009 12:06:00 am__________
Saturday, February 21, 2009
あるおんなは全然ダメだよ！
そんな簡単な言葉まで間違っちゃって、本当に冗談もならない…
まぁ、私は別に間違っちゃったところもないだけどな ＞＿＜
no matter how i try NOT to be biased, Japanese is just such a beautiful language.
although i actually think Mandarin can be beautiful in a poetic way too, but Japanese is still the most beautiful language IMO XD
everytime i hear something really beautiful in a song, i feel lucky to be able to understand what i've heard ^^ and at the same time, i'm motivated to master this language thats seriously way more complicated than Eng/Chi O_O
My top 3 (song) addictions recently:
1. 輪廻 -ロンド- - ON/OFF
”空が地を求め 花が雨を待ち 夜が明日を恋うように”
”闇が陽を奪い 嘘が罪に泣き 過去が未来を裂いても”
(these 2 lines are really beautiful because i love the relations, especially the one in bold)
2. No>>>Eternity - A&D
”前に進む為に明日がある”
”強がりじゃなく自分らしく生きたい”
(for the life of me i can never manage to find the lyrics of this song, so i'm merely typing what i heard)
3. ふたつの鼓動と赤い罪 - ON/OFF
(LOL nothing i seriously liked about the lyrics of this song, but i LOVE the melody ^^)
well the 1st & last choice arent really so much of a coincidence, because it just happens that i've recently finished watching Vampire Knight Guily (or is it Guiltily?) ^^
`_________2/21/2009 01:40:00 am__________
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
been ages since i last felt like updating this shit :P
well not that anyone's looking at this anyway :P
waiting (or you can say dying) to receive the following in my mailbox:
- Gazerock MRD concert tee (imitation, because i've no idea where to buy the real one except maybe Japan)
- JLPT 2008 Level 3 results (i wanna get at least 300 outta 400, but of course ≥350 would be nicer)
- PSC 10th Anniversary book (its been so long since i pre-ordered it so i cant really remember what its exactly called anymore)
- be-boy comic magazine March issue
plans for holiday:
- work (nothing new, except that i'll be working more days than usual)
- flyer job at IT fair in mid-March
- Genting trip (again) with friends in end of March
either everyone's lying to me about when they actually sent out my stuff, or shipping processes have just been damn slow these days -_-"
this seriously makes me feel like getting a job at the SG Post HQ in future......efficient shipping is EVERYTHING in the world of online shopping -_-
`_________2/17/2009 10:47:00 pm__________
Thursday, February 05, 2009
ブログを更新のは久しぶりだ〜
まあ、別に誰が本当に私のブログを読みたいわけじゃないし…
私はやっと今年新しい目標をできた！
去年の目標と同じかもしれないけど、私はやっぱこれしか考えない。
今年こそ、日本語がもっともっともっと上手になりたい！
本当は、日本語以外のことが興味ないので……だから私は頑張らなきゃ！
私には話すことがちょっと苦手だ。でも理由は解らないよ！
だって、日本語の歌を歌う時、全然問題ないし、ほんの少しでもラップもできるから！
逆に、話す時だけはゆっくり話さなければならない（＞o＜）
最後にこれだけを言いたい：あの人も知らないくせに、勝手に「あの人は性格悪い」様な言葉を言わないでくださいよ！
`_________2/05/2009 01:23:00 am__________
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Oooh yes its the holy season again~! ^^
CNY rocks XD
and as i've been saying countless times, CNY rocks only because its the only time in the year for money-deprived people to become slightly richer XD
so as with every year, my mood's kinda gooood now XD
anyway, i'm now listening to Shimokawa Mikuni's Reprise album & she totally kicks ass m(_ _)m
i've always been a fan of her, but i wasnt really expecting her to kick ass in nearly every song in Disc 1, since some of the songs have been covered by a few other singers i really love :P
but as good as Disc 1 is, i'm not gonna download Disc 2. trying to download from MU has become way too painful after i changed my Tiger OS for a Leopard OS T_T and from the tracklist, i figured Disc 2 is probably just her covering her own songs, so i guess it wont make much difference without it since i can always listen to the original versions ^^
and Onmyouza's new single is kinda so-so. i thought Kureha was better :P
anyway, Kuroneko totally looks gorgeous on the cover *o*
`_________1/25/2009 02:52:00 pm__________
Allow me, to boast about 1 of the (few) things i take pride in, in my life.
i got 92 outta 100 for my Intermediate 4 japanese term test at JAS~! *o* woohoo~!
that aside, i'm sooo gonna die missing my jap classes at JAS T_T
Hori-sensei's going off to Japan soon, & she'll only be back around mid-May. so my class's totally on hiatus the next teaching term at JAS X_X that means i'll have to wait till Sept for my pre-advance 1 class X_X
i guess i can try looking for another school to study jap, but i've decided to save myself from the trouble & just turn to mugging (hardcore-ly) for JLPT 2 instead :P no kidding about having to mug like crazy for it though, because i seriously doubt i can survive the grammar section with my current standards (though i know the vocab/kanji section is still kinda breezy)……
and judging from the set of 2007 JLPT 2 paper i bought, the listening section isnt something i can do well just because i'm not deaf -_-" the conversations there are kinda harder to understand than the lyrics of my beloved J-rock songs X_X but i think thats because of the speed they're talking plus their habit of dropping certain words in daily convo X_X
apparently, my classmate at JAS said JLPT 2 will be broken down into 2 parts starting from next yr……and because its JLPT, 2 parts = 2 years. not to mention 2x the test fees too -_- so i've decided that i MUST get through JLPT 2 this year. i think i'll be content with just a pass this time, regardless of how much i managed to score.
enough babbling about JLPT, Mika's new song GAME rocks *o*
like finally she released a song i like XD and the last song she released which i liked was like what? the theme song for Nana movie? :P but of course, that cant really be counted since Hyde composed it :P
`_________1/25/2009 01:49:00 am__________
Some parts are just so sweet ^^ but its really distracting to know that the subs are VERY inaccurate, judging by what i'm hearing X_X and sometimes theres no subs even! -_-" whoever did such a pathetic job of subbing the movie is probably out to annoy those who cant understand japanese -_-