Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Argh my life is so seriously screwed -_-"
Sometimes, just sometimes only, i wish i had dreams about my own future like other people do...or should i say, more REALISTIC dreams? O_O"
And like i've told my dad, i have no dream, no hope, no nothing when it comes to my own future...it was a pretty truthful declaration actually, except i do have a dream...just one...and no, its not about marrying Ruki(though i'll gladly die for this XD)...to be entirely truthful, i'm dying for a chance to fulfill my dream...and if my dream cant come true, then it doesnt really matter what kinda life i'll lead because its not gonna make any difference...but i'm fully aware that my dream wont come true unless some huge miracle falls on me & miracles dont exist in my life...so i shall keep my dreaming about my dream till my last breath & no i shall not tell anyone about my dream ^_^
Whatever~! Since i'm pretty much convinced that my life is ruined beyond repair already......
Had a boring day at work today as usual, so i began thinking about useless stuff again XD
Today, i was labeling Kagrra, songs in my head XD i'll blog about it, but not today because its sure gonna be another really long post :P So probably tomorrow? XD
Anyway, i have something important to blog about tonight ^_^
Tomorrow will be Gene's birthday!!! *beams*
As usual, i hope he'll have a super awesome day & receive lots of presents from his fellow bandmates in SectMateria ^_^ SectMateria is still a very new band but they're a talented bunch & i can really imagine them doing very well as an indies band with high production quality in time to come ^_^ doesnt matter if they dont seem to have that much fans in JPM, i just hope they'll have lots of fans in Japan...oh and of course, i hope their debut (& only) single will be re-released in the near future because being limited to a mere 500 copies is just crazy -_-" i know i'm not the only one interested in getting their debut single too XD And not to forget, i want a 2 pg feature of SectMateria in the next issue of Shoxx! Yep a 2 pg feature, with NEW pics & not the same few pics we always see -_-" actually, theres a huge reason why i'm dying for more pics of SectMateria besides the fact that Gene & Akira are sooo much LOVE...i'm still not too sure about Mar's gender X_X" this someone on JPM was lucky enough to get to watch one of their live perfs in Japan & said Mar is definitely male...still, i want a solid confirmation XD a PV would do too! XD
Back to Gene, hes the main reason why i gave SectMateria's songs a try...i 1st saw SectMateria's single promotion pic on Shoxx & Gene really attracted me deeply ^_^ and after listening to their songs, i'm loving Gene even more...hes a really great vocalist! I swear he has the cutest male vocals i've ever heard & his vocals are really unique *o* amazingly, he sounds sooooo darn cute even when screaming! *dies*
And his power sentence in the last post of his old blog killed me *o*
To all the people who gave support, thank you.
To all the people who didnt give support, die.
LOL! m(_ _)m
I know i'll probably be really pissed to read something like that if i wasnt a fan...but precisely because i'm a SectMateria fangirl & i love Gene, i thought he cant be any cuter XD
Yay Gene is LOVE & its not hard to see why *melts*
This is the pic that attracted me deeply *dies*
Kawaii sugiru~!!! XD
His piercings are soooo hot! *o* Nice eyeshadow too ^_^
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