Wednesday, March 21, 2007
OMG~~~~~~ T_T
I cant believe how mistaken i was about Ryouhei's withdrawal from Ayabie T_T
Found this link to this Ayabie LJ, where some kind souls translated a few of Ayabie members' blog entries regarding this issue...and i totally teared when reading T_T
After reading Ryouhei's explanation about why he chose to leave Ayabie, i can really understand how hes feeling...and actually, his explanation totally fits with the impression of him i've always had...even though i didnt know much about him, i figured he'll be someone whos more concentrated in his solo works when i saw Ayabie's old discography...like why else would 98% of the songs then be written + composed solely by Ryouhei? And frankly speaking, i felt someone like him shouldnt be in a band at all when i arrived at that conclusion :P Simply because a band is a band...and obviously teamwork in important in a band...so for someone like him who wants to write + compose everything, he'll probably be better off doing what Kisaki is doing...write + compose the songs, then invite any vocalist of his choice to sing the songs ^_^ Or if he really prefers to be in a band, then he'll need bandmates who'll follow in his footsteps...i dont know about the people in Megamasso, but Ayabie members arent like that...its like Ryouhei said, they're willing to accept his selfishness but its indirectly stressing them T_T and this is all because of the strong bonds they have with each other T_T otherwise, Ayabie would probably have disbanded long ago -_-"
Reading the blog entries of the rest of the Ayabie members only made me tear more T__T Especially Aoi's! He sounds so lost & sad! *cries* and its really sad to know he even thought of ending his vocal career T___T i really cant imagine how life will be if i cant ever hear Aoi sing again T__T the way he said he'll support Ryouhei forever & the way he promised not to cry at Ryouhei's final live with them *cries* this is totally more than enough to make any Ayabie fan tear T_T its not just Aoi, i even teared when reading Takehito, Kenzo & Intetsu's entries...how all of them are asking for fans to continue supporting Ryouhei breaks my heart *cries*
Its really comforting to know they all accepted Ryouhei's withdrawal with understanding & support ^_^
Now i guess i can listen to Megamasso without hating them for stealing Ryouhei...and i can stop hating Ryouhei...but actually, i've never really had the heart to hate him much for some reason XD Well maybe Megamasso will be better for Ryouhei since the other members seem to be really new in the Jrock industry...they'll probably have no problems following Ryouhei...and Ayabie are proving themselves to be equally awesome even without Ryouhei so yea...maybe this isnt all that bad afterall...it could be worse -_-"
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