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Monday, July 30, 2007

oh WHAT THE FUCK.
sorry but i cant take it anymore.
FCP (Fundamentals for Creative Professionals) is pissing me off too much & seriously...anyone & everyone who came up with that module should die.
why in the f-in world would we need to do such a bloody detailed project on the jobs we'll pursue in future? if those retards havent realised, we CANT predict the future. whats the use of planning 3 yrs ahead when we've all lived enough yrs to know things dont always go as planned? this is simply a freaking waste of anybody's time.
and in my case, i know clearly what i wanna do (or rather what i WISH to do) in future & obviously i know its NOTHING related to MMA (my course) at all. so now i'll have to PRETEND i have a MMA-related dream job & get on with the career roadmap. thats a total pain & i just feel like stabbing any of the FCP lecturers (Agus in particular) whenever i think about it.
and whats the f-in problem with this final project? 60% weightage is way tooo much! its just downright ridiculous in fact. so now you're telling me the test + reports + attendence arent worth much? thanks alot suckers. so apparently they think its fun to let this crap of a project decide if we're gonna pass or fail this module.
then theres the unreasonable amount of work they're asking from us. 5 full page reports in both hard & soft copy. we're required to have a cover sheet for the hard copy. oh so now we're expected to be rich brats who wont even feel the pinch in the costs of printing & binding? WTF. why would they need a hard copy when they can easily make do with the soft one? they're definitely going outta their way to create trouble for us IMO. and to make things even worse, nearly all the points we're asked to cover in our reports are the same points we've been asked to write reports on previously. they really leave me with no choice but to assume they're so darn retarded, they need to read the same stuff over & over again before they'll understand.
and the rumour about having to wear really formal clothes for FCP presentation doesnt help. in the 1st place i'm already struggling to see why they'll need us to present FCP. theres NOTHING to present & everything they wanna know would make up the contents of our project already. if i had thought any poorer of humans, i would be pretty convinced those FCP people are desperate to bring us down. why make us go to the trouble of buying formal wear when this presentation shit shouldnt even exist in the 1st place?

now guess whats the overkill?
its the fact that we're the 1st batch of students to have FCP. our seniors didnt have it & apparently they're testing how good a module FCP would make. like didnt we pay the school fees like everyone else did? why do we have to be their experimental subjects? they have NO right & if i was filthy rich i would have sued them rightaway. and judging by how badly organised this module is, i would have thought we should get abit of refund of the portion of the school fees that goes to FCP.
back when we had a meeting where the FCP reps are to give feedback on behalf of their classes, ALL classes had 1 feedback in common -- CANCEL FCP. but even so, they're bent on making us swim through this pool of dung. well whats the point of organising that feedback session when our feedback is obviously ignored? if they wanna waste our time so much, they can easily do it in a better way & with more class.

i know its no use complaining but i gotta relieve some of my stress before i really start attacking Agus when he walks past my class.
DIE you FCP suckers.


`_________7/30/2007 11:38:00 pm__________

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