Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Was just looking at the tracklist of RENTRER EN SOI's new album and the last track is titled: I HATE MYSELF AND WANT TO DIE. now i thought thats a song i would like to hear. except, change the "MYSELF" to "FCP" -_-
cant believed 2 freaking days passed since i watched an ep of D.Gray-man or read a page of Harry Potter. FCP is ruining my life for real.
thank god i'm finally done with the 5 pgs of self-reflections. but thats not much improvement because i'm still left with a 2 pg design rationale and a 1 pg self-reflection (that again -_-) for FCP module. plus i just realised, to my horror, we're supposed to design nearly every spread following a design theme. now thats really nice and i'm convinced my hatred for FCP just doubled.
someone has an effective voodoo doll to lend? or i wont mind a katana too, if its sharp enough.
i doubt i'll ever return to my depressed days again and even now, i'm not depressed. i'm just MISERABLE.
before i get FCP over and done with, i'm not gonna stop praying that all FCP lecturers will just drop dead. and if i'm really unfortunate enough to fail FCP, i'm gonna murder Agus and then suicide. but this may happened even if i didnt fail FCP, provided i go berserk before i finish this project.
yea so good luck to me until this nightmare is over.
`_________8/01/2007 11:24:00 pm__________
