Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Today's a nightmare. serious.
woke up at 10am in the morning for VID & its now way past 10pm. well guess what? i'm still not done with school work.
i really wanna die ok. all these work are taking more effort than my life's worth. honestly, it would have been so much easier to just drop dead halfway.
its nice to know the longest J-rock playlist on my iTunes has 2.6days worth of songs, because thats the playlist i've been listening to since morning.
as expected, i received a call from Eric, saying how i CANT reuse my old website layout. but frankly speaking, thats better than i expected already. its just the layout. so i've made a brand new one already, but it looks like crap. nothing new though.
i've made up my mind not to do anything to the reflections on the back of my iPod, aka that mirror. since my photoshop skills are obviously not good enough to make that mirror look natural without any reflections, i can only do the next best thing. again, i doubt Eric will buy this, but i've decided to come up with a reasonable tagline to support those reflections. in other words, i just have to make those reflections look like they're there for a purpose. lets see how far i can get with all these bullshit.
and i totally screwed my SSS today. or rather, i got screwed by other things.
1 thing is how laggy MeL's discussion board is. that shit shouldnt even be used alright. and the 2nd thing is how Anita's actually at the national library all the goddamn while. thats the dumbest thing ever, because the connection there obviously wont be anywhere near decent. add those 2 factors together, you would think she'll be kind enough to extend the dateline for submission.
but hell no! she stuck to the original submission time, which is 10pm. thats kind of her, since SSS lesson ends at 6pm & i only received her reply at 8pm+. i should have started without waiting for her comments actually. i should have known i wont really improve on my drawings even after reading her comments on my draft of thumbnails. by the time i finished my 5th frame, its nearly 10pm.
and guess what? MeL's fast for once. the link for submission is gone. wtf. totally.
anyway, i took pictures of the 5 frames i've done, zipped them, & attached them in an email to her. i dont care if shes not gonna accept that. its not my fault dammit.
will continue on my VID later, after i relax for a while. like my head hurts already.
out of all the songs i've listened to since morning, the song with the greatest impact on me is GazettE's 十七歳. the 1st line killed me already -もう疲れたの 生きてる意味がない-
this line just really describes how i feel right now. and hearing Ruki sing like that is like the best comfort to my tired brains + sprained left arm. well yea i sprained my left arm this morning. cant believe this happened, & i cant remember how i sprained it either.
but seriously. i dont think i can listen to anything else other than J-rock for the whole day. i'll definitely get tired of what i'm listening to, even if its Rina.
J-rock is the best thing in my life for real.
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