i think its time i start scrimping & saving again X_X

its just like i tell my mum. i can do without food, but i cant do without buying my beloved Jrock stuff X_X

i'm so dead.

watched heidi.'s new PV REM just now & i totally died *o*

that song is really kickass awesome! m(_ _)m well i should have known not to expect anything less from my beloved heidi. boys, but still, i got blown away m(_ _)m

i seriously love heidi.. they've never disappointed me since i 1st heard Hakana Hana from an omnibus album. i'm soooo glad i got into heidi ^_^

needless to say, i'm totally dying to pre-order the CD+DVD ver of REM X_X they all look sooo good in the PV! *o* but shit, that ugly woman got to hold Yoshihiko's hand -_-

but yes, this song is perfect! m(_ _)m not only is the tune very awesome, Yoshihiko's vocals kill *o* he sounds awesome live too! gah i think Yoshihiko has one of the best voices in the Jrock industry m(_ _)m

but then again, theres toooo many god-like Jrock vocalists around, so i'll never be able to choose whos the true best XD i dont mind having them all at the top of my list either XD i dedicated quite alot of memory space to them already XD

i really should stick to the rule i set for myself X_X

how can i even let myself buy any singles when i dont even have enough money? X_X

and seriously. Vidoll's releasing a new concert DVD & i'm never gonna have enough money for it T_T well honestly speaking, its not something i cant do without, so i'm fine with not buying it.

but then again, whats the point of listing bands in my MUST-buy list then? i'm defeating my own purpose. this is all so contradicting -_- and because the purpose is lost, i shall only bold the names of those bands whose EVERY single release(excluding singles) i'll buy. 

so after i reconsider this whole thing, theres only Ayabie, heidi., Kagrra, & GazettE left :P

doesnt really make too much difference actually, since its not like i wont let myself buy stuff by bands not in this list :P

i'm crazy.