and for this yr, its the day after Nao's birthday.

i still remember what i was doing on the night of CNY eve last yr. i was watching Kagrra,'s Miyako concert DVD in my living room. thats the 1st Kagrra, concert i watched too.

this yr, however, i dont really have anything i wanna do.

anyway, was supposed to go back to NHHS with Ben, Pearl, Liping & Kaiyan today.

i didnt go though, because i was too lazy to go, and because i dont really have any teacher i wanna visit. well B.Lim & Mr.Foo are really nice people, but i just didnt feel like going back X_X so i ended up meeting them for lunch only.

met up with Spens & Ah Toot before we went to lunch with the rest at Formosa & gah! its gotta be years since i last saw Ah Toot! heh he thought i wont recognise him already XD but well, Spens did inform me about Ah Toot coming with us in his sms, so obviously i would know who he is XD and like i didnt even realise hes that tall already! XD i mean, he used to be around the same height as me, back when we were still in the same class in lower sec XD and thanks alot he had the cheek to say i'm like very short suddenly X_X 

its nice to see him again after sooo many yrs, and i realised he wasnt really as toot as i remembered him to be XD but i have a feeling he really was, back then XD hes seriously damn nice & i think this must be the 1st time i talked so much with him man XD like i've never really spoken to him much even though we used to be in the same class for 2 yrs :P

OMG & Liping is super skinny now! shes like stick-thin! O_O" and thanks alot she weighs a freaking 10kg less than i do -_- imagine that. i was seriously traumatized when i saw her arms & thighs alright X_X

after we finally left Formosa, me + Spens + Ah Toot took a bus back to Clementi central & somehow, we ended up playing in the arcade there XD Ah Toot seriously seems to be good at every game alright *o* i caught Spens with his dropped jaw, so i guess i'm not the only one who was surprised XD

some people are truly too annoying to be kept alive on this small overcrowded planet. too bad its not up to me to decide who lives or dies, so the best i can do is to pray hard for that blessed day to come soon. that blessed day, when i'll never ever have to see you or hear from you again. since i became a happy fangirl more than a yr ago, i swear i've never really hated anyone quite as deeply. but now, i hate you sooo much, i'll wish you can just vanish into thin air whenever you're near. not even all the vulgarities in my vocabulary put together are enough to describe how much i really hate you. in short, you're the exact type of guy i hate most. so if the day ever comes when you finally managed to find your long lost brains, you'll know what to do. i wont be as unreasonable as to ask you to blast yourself off to outerspace, though i wish you really would, but just fuck off & make sure you have nothing to do with me again. i think its an insult to have you in my memory, and i'm serious when i tell people i wanna delete you off my memory. and even if stabbing people to death one day becomes a legal act, i still wont stab you. thats because its already tooo disgusting to be anywhere near you, let alone say get close enough to stab you. i'm not exaggerating when i say the mere thought of you is enough to make me puke, because its true. you truly make me sick. give me a deathnote & i'll write your name in it immediately, no kidding.　死ね。

tell me if that isnt hatred at its deepest. 

and pls dont ask me who i'm referring to, because its too disgusting to remember about him & i dont wanna ever mention his name again.