something happened that killed me for real X_X
was in Bugis street with Mit & Yuan, when we saw this guy with super nice hair.
and his hair is seriously the nicest i've ever seen on the streets so far *o*
he walked past me & Mit while we were waiting for Yuan outside the 2nd floor toilet, and i caught sight of his hair. i immediately went (*o*) at it, then he & his 2 other friends stopped walking. they were talking, and the guy with super nice hair turned round. i obviously turned back quickly, because i was staring at him all the while. i only caught a glimpse of his face, but he looked pretty alright as far as i've seen. so after that Yuan came out from the toilet & we went downstairs.
not surprisingly, me & Mit went to the nearest lolita shop. so Mit was inside the shop, while i was at the shop entrance, talking to Yuan. and suddenly i caught sight of that super nice hair again! i dont know which staircase they came down from, but they were walking out from the corner the lolita shop is located at. i totally stopped talking halfway & turned to stare at his hair again. then when i thought hes gone & i'm about to continue talking again, they walked past the lolita shop again! and this time, i saw the super nice hair guy pretty close up, and hes smiling too! thats when i realised, hes actually pretty cute! they turned to the dead end on the other side of the lolita shop, then they turned to walk back past the lolita shop again & i totally zoomed into the shop. from the corner of my eye i can see them standing outside the lolita shop. well i got nervous and hid behind this whole line of lolita dresses hanging from the ceiling to the ground while Mit was looking at those dresses.
so thanks alot they went off & thats the last i saw of that super nice hair guy. the thing thats killing me is the regret i'm feeling. i should have done something back then, like for instance not hide behind that line of lolita dresses X_X
i'm not the kind of girl that goes crazy over every good-looking guy on the street.
this super nice hair guy only got to me so seriously because i see the VK influence from his hair *o* its long, super straight & gold in color *o* and the way he styled it is just damn nice. hes of a nice height too! you know i'll never really bother to look at people who're too tall unless they're damn good-looking. and good-looking in my books, has something to do with VK. i'm just too much of a sucker for VK.
gah i cant quite look at any other guys on the street the same anymore. not after i've seen that super nice hair. nothing else can be quite comparable anymore.
and with that hair, i'm obviously seeing a potential VK fanboy when i look at him. because people who share the same interests as me are rare, i'm atttacted to those who do. but of course this does not apply to girls because i cant get over the stupid fangirls i've seen before yet.
and who knows if i'll ever get to see such nice hair on SG streets again in my miserable life.
my life has no hope.
PS: oh and i have to say, its not weird to be staring at me & Mit back then, because we're both dressed very strikingly XD we're both wearing lolita dresses and socks of the same design. only, her socks were knee-high while mine was over-knee. she was wearing a long-sleeve tee from some lolita brand, while i was wearing some cheapskate-brandless-but-looks-alright red checkered blouse.