we're barely halfway through the year, and the number of bands disbanding is crazy T_T

just look at my list at the side & you can easily see the number of bands who've disbanded this year T_T

i totally went WTF when i saw Ry:dia had disbanded, but the most shocking one is Guys Family alright O_O"

of all people, i wasnt expecting them to disband T_T afterall, i was expecting big things from them...its really sad to see ex.Shulla members turn out this way. Viored had to disband just earlier this year, and now its Kight's turn with Guys Family T_T

apparently hurts has disbanded before i even realised. i knew they released a best album earlier this year, but i seriously didnt know they were gonna disband after that T_T

apparently, Siva is currently on hiatus because Iori left. they better not disband, or i'm gonna cry my lungs out. 

it feels nearly like its now a whole new generation of VK indie bands already......with all the good old indies gone & tons of new ones popping up O_O" thank god the major bands dont seem to be caught in this whole thing, or i'll die! bands like GazettE, Kagrra,, Ayabie, Vidoll etc should be left untouched.

and like thats still not bad enough, i'm reading news of various VK boys being hospitalised T_T

for a start, theres Shou (yes the undeniably hot Shou from alice nine). thank god its nothing serious & hes doing fine now or i'll really die from depression T_T

then just today, i'm reading 2 news of 2 more VK boys getting hospitalised already T_T

one is D=OUT's Minase, and the other is DOWNER's Miu. well i dont know about DOWNER since they havent even released anything yet, but Minase... T_T i like D=OUT alot T_T and strangely, Minase & Miu are both down with the exact same health problem O_O"

oh & one interesting random fact i just discovered: Tenten's a half jap! *o* 

wow i didnt know that! *o* and Tenten's finally got a new band, which i think will be awesome since its got Kaname (ex.gossip guitarist) and Tenten's just a great vocalist ^_^

another random fact, SCREW members were playing this question game on their blogs, and the question is: "What color snow would make you happy?" 

i love Byou's answer XD apparently he cant imagine snow in any other color XD and LOL at Yuuto's pink snow XD thats gay! XD

hmm for me i would say a very light blue, so light that it looks like bluish white snow ^_^ i cant explain why, but i think the world would look prettier in light blue *o*

life just never stops getting darker.

with school being sooooo darn freaking shitty, at the very least let my beloved VK boys stay safe so i dont have to lose all hope in life man.