cant really say much about how i feel after reading, but anyways, hope they'll always be happy ^_^

heh maybe i AM kind in a tiny way XD like i'm depressed most of the time & i wish for my classmates to be happy? XD i really feel that way though it doesnt apply to everyone of my classmates. people like Clarence & Larry, i couldnt care less. but Larry's obviously better than Clarence, in the sense that i dont feel like throwing something hard in his face yet :P

got around 25 outta 40 for my mock test in jap class today (or yesterday, to be exact) -_-"

its really depressing alright. and even more traumatizing, i actually got slaughtered at the Kanji section -_-" i've always been confident of my Kanji knowledge, since i've been staring at J-rock lyrics for such a long time & those lyrics arent simple like the regular J-pop lyrics.

but thanks alot, the Kanji words i saw on the mock test paper today, all i can say is that i've never even seen half of them before -_-" those very random Kanji terms which wont appear in any of the songs i listen to, dont seem to have appeared in my textbook either -_-"

so at the end of the day, i guess i'll just have to polish my skills on translating chinese pronuncation into jap pronuncation -_-" this probably sounds ridiculous, but it works for me :P

i'm finally done with PP3 & IST. this means i can relax since thats all i have to submit next week ^_^

life's still so boring, so meaningless, so tiring. 

oh & very random, but maybe 1 day i'll just give up & start putting up all the posters i'm dying to put up. i know my mum will kill me if i paste anything huge on my walls, but theres the temptation to battle it out with her XD that Ayabie poster from Shoxx vol.186 & the DuelJewel poster that came with their IOLITE single......X_X i cant imagine how cosy & friendly my room will be, to have my beloved VK boys staring at me from every wall *o*