Saturday, November 22, 2008
alright so i'm in the mood to rant now -_-
i've always found life to be sucky, & recently its just getting (if possible) worse -_-
how to look forward to the pathetic 3 weeks of extremely short-lived holidays next month?
not when i'm fully aware of what i'll be doing, instead of going to school. i'll probably still have projects to do, & i'll be slogging my guts out at work too!
and where work is concerned, i swear work will actually be enjoyable if all the useless fucktards get fired. the last thing any decent worker would wanna see, is how freaking useless morons are actually getting paid just like they are. we all know life's unfair, but being able to ignore the unjust is another thing -_-
and even if i still have passion for my job somehow, its seriously annoying the hell outta me when some people who get paid more not only fail to be of any use, they actually get in my way. like the least i would expect of them, since they cant be of any use at all, is to get outta my way when i'm trying to get work done. i'm soooo not kidding when i say such people should just drop dead for the better of earthling world.
then theres those assignments or projects, whatever my lecturers wanna call them. so could it be that i'm supposed to camp in school 24/7?
RIA has to be done in school because everyone needs the school server to test out our php codes. without any testing, how the hell are you supposed to know if your php codes actually work?
then DAD has to be done in school too because we'll need ProTools + Reason Adapted + an Mbox to do our project. the only better part about DAD though, is that at least Edward's kind enough to give us time in class to work on our project (unlike RIA).
3GA project, is still alright because i think i'll be able to do install UT2 on my sis's old (& dying) windows desktop. but if it turns out to be too lousy to even be able to support UT2, i might as well pack up all my stuff & go sleep in school already. either that, or i die, which i most probably will, because i'm just not made to be that hardworking -_-
apparently theres a SAD assignment too. i seriously dont even wanna think about it, because SAD is just utter bullshit. if our school fees are to be divided to the number of modules we take each sem, the portion for SAD should be refunded.
こんな生活はマジでムカツク！本当に最悪だ！
このコースを選んだのはまた後悔している…まあ、今更はもう後悔しかできないから…
本当は、此処の全てを捨てて、遠い場所へ逃げたい……でもそれはもちろん無理だと解る…
この人生はなんて情けない！それは仕方ないと言いたいけど、実は多分そうじゃないよね X＿X
親切な誰かが私を助けて？お願いだから、カミサマよ！そんな人が私の人生に現れて下さい！
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