Monday, November 03, 2008
i've officially failed as a VK fangirl *dies*
and all simply because i lost to the goodness of yaoi X_X
not that i've come to stop loving Ruki & VK, but i've reached a certain conclusion about what i should be buying now.
wanting to make sure i dun strain my finances too much is something i should have done since ages ago.
and above that, i just cant seem to carry on ordering VK releases when i'm fully aware of how i only touch them when i receive them from the EMS delivery man. after that i'll just flip through the booklet (& maybe take a picture of it using my keitai) & squeeze it into my already packed drawer where all my VK CDs + DVDs go.
i've also been struggling with the guilt of not watching my GazettE STACKED RUBBISH Tour DVD, even though i had the limited edition boxset delivered to me within a week of its release, which was a good many months ago. not that i havent watched it at all, but i'm only done with Disc 1. i fast-forwarded my way through Disc 3 & i havent touched Disc 2 at all.
by now i'm obviously fully aware that any future VK releases i buy will just end up the same miserable way. like if this happened with GazettE's con, its gonna happen with EVERY other band's releases.
buying yaoi mangas, on the other hand, is more justified in the sense that i'll definitely read them as soon as i can.
like i finished reading all the 11 JR series mangas i grabbed off Yahoo Auctions Jpn in around 3 days? and certain volumes i've seriously lost count on how many times i've read them :P
plus, the fact that mangas cost way less than VK releases totally helps.
so the bottom line is, i'll still buy VK releases, but not random ones anymore. i'll only buy releases of those 8 bands i've chosen, and no more ordering of singles either (unless its from local HMV, in case i still lose to temptation XD).
anyway its not like theres much chance of me getting my orders before they leak out on the internet -_-" its actually the #1 reason why i dont even have the chance to take my VK CDs out of their cases at all -_-"
i'll continue buying both Shoxx & Cure though ^_^
and i really need to start mugging like mad for my JLPT lvl 3 exam. 1 month left, and i've barely started T_T
i'll be too ashamed to live or face my dad (because he paid for the fees) if i failed or passed miserably T_T
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