Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Screw all these shit.
I'm seriously sooo sick & tired of life. i've always said i dont wanna be reborn as a human if theres reincarnation, but now i've changed my mind. if there really is reincarnation, i dont even wanna be reborn. just leave me dead.
that customer i encountered today, is just as bad as the worst customer i've ever encountered.
and he, like the old hag i encountered ages ago, dont derserve to live. this is why i'll NEVER be christian, unless i get brainwashed of all my memories. in my opinion, if God existed then such people should have dropped dead the moment they think of being so horrible to others. and i'm NEVER gonna see any truth in bullshit sayings such as loving everyone as children of God. people with hearts as ugly as that dont deserve any love, simply because it all boils down to the same fact that they dont even deserve to live.
i go to sleep every night & wake up every morning with the same resolutions i've made.
i dont need to be reminded again why this earth is filthy, humans are ugly, & life sucks.
if i'm crying, its only because i'm beyond despair at the fact that such people cant just drop dead immediately.
i'll be looking forward to the end of the world, because earth can never be saved if its not purged of the filth polluting it. its just impossible to think kindly of humans anymore, so it wouldnt be too bad to see mankind come to an end.
i sincerely hope that customer will get knocked down by a car & die with his intestines splattered on the road.
same goes to that old hag from long ago, if shes still alive.
can i wish for the end of the world to come now?
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